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"The Most Dangerous Species on Earth", they said...

Sometimes i just dont understand why doing something good is not a good thing from different perspective. Like, for me it is good, but they think it is not. And then they hate me. And i feel guilty. I feel guilty for something i did that i thought is good, but apparently is not good for everyone else.

Maybe our expectations were built by what someone did to us. Then we blame him/her when something is different from our expectation. Then we hate him/her because of it, even though he/she did something good to us. But just because our expectation is failed, we blame him/her and hate him/her forever.

We are all expecting for something. Something big or something bigger, something good or something better. When something is below our expectation, we probably will be so down. It is okay, its natural... But, i think you can't just blame someone for not fulfilling your expectations. It is not fair... you can not always control everyone, but you can control your expectations.

Well... Late…

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Note About 2017

To the cold of winter breeze and the warm of snowfall
To every words that have been spoken and hurting more and more
To Ariana and Nathan that have explained it a year before
Let it stays where it belong
We are evil until we sing a songTo the promise, reversed promise
To the night call and flight distance between it
To all the places that still staying in my dream
What are men to time and chance?To all of kindness and every possibilities
To all the time that have been given to me
You dont know me. You just dont know me yet.To fireworks and laser and papers
To a dense tropical forest and a kindness of a man
To a clear sky after long heavy rain
To the sound, that recalls my memory and keeps me young
To something, that i just could make it
To every one, that made me to taste it
To all of my friends hanging above the clouds
To all the wedding invitations that i could/nt attend
To Kelana... and all the patient
To Eric, Paul, Billy and Pat
To my self... my very true selfThanks for the lesso…